NathProdUKtions - Forgive Me lyrics

[Verse 1] I walk in and she's got a devilish grin Like "Where the Hell have you been? I've been waiting for an hour Almost got ready to take my shower" As I'm settlin' in I'm thinking I said never again The walk only took me ten So I sat on her step For fifty Just thinking is she Worth it? I know my man don't deserve this Can't believe I'd hurt him I'm worthless My thoughts are racing Can't even sit, I'm pacing I look over she's layin' Naked I can't take it The words I'm looking for, I can't say it So I lay down and begin hatin' Myself My health is depletin' But no one can see it My soul's freezin' Who I am, I can't be him Broke my rules, my own freedom I need to leash it And I see it My indecent demons Will make my best friend fleein' By the next season, I need him I need to beat it But can't seem to leave it It's like I'm fiendin' It's like I need it He can't read it So if I can gain the courage to see him And speak it Then maybe we can continue bein' Then maybe, just maybe, he'll understand, man I just hope he can Forgive me [Verse 2] She got him up all night, all he's singing is love songs And I'm stuck thinking what I've done wrong My frozen soul was unthawed But now it's melting Burning up with anger, Hell brings Less pain then the way her cell rings He's texting her While I'm s**ing her If I tell him he'll k** the messenger But it's deserved Shouldn't have messed with her But it's a curse I can't deal with dinner, gotta have dessert But rest a**ured You can bet your a** there was a lesson learned I'm blessed to hurt Any fault was less than her This mess hurts worse Than anything, gotta let it burn Hear my words The pain in my brain is insane Keep going down this lane, I'm in danger I wish I could mame her Or at least name her So her boyfriend knows this dame's worth But it ain't work They're the same person So there'd be no hurtin' My words are worthless Nothing is possible I brought myself to this obstacle I brought myself into this awful mood Seems my brain is often doomed Looking at the big picture, no longer lost in zoom Wondering my house, I'm lost in the rooms Just staring at the sky, man, I'm lost in the moon Lost in the mood I'm a fool, man I just hope I can Forgive me