Nathan Jay - Desperado lyrics

[Kell] I give my life to these vices, i gave my life to Christ twice I guess I'm really indecisive, soul and sanity the price That's my two senses paid, Fair for the river of Styx And these women double as hades and my saints with the fix She my serpant and apple and she got the bottle When I'm drunk I'm a child and she likes to be coddled I'm linus with a blanket false courage my bravado Keeps me down to Earth, my ma calls me desperado [Hook, Kell and Saek] Desperado, don't you dare follow I'm no role model, I'm no role model, I'm a- Desperado I'm a Desperado [Saek] I was never taught restraint, I was taught shame Wrestling with chemicals, rot gut, and rot brain Jesus. The shower can't clean us The pain doesn't phase us and the lean don't lean us f** what they told me. I think I got a young soul I feel anxious whenever I hear the drum roll I started drinking and I haven't wrote a song since I think I picked up and put down the wrong sh** [Bridge, Saek] Liquor and the pity, both I wallow Wandering around the city with an empty bottle, I'm a- [Hook, Kell and Saek] Desperado, don't you dare follow I'm no role model, I'm no role model, I'm a- Desperado I'm a Desperado