NATE S - f**ed Up lyrics

Verse 1 : [ jetlagg ] Abandoned Philippine Warehouse 6 chairs, round table, and whiskey for the big shots Menthol cigarettes with some 90's Eminem As the gla** pa**, I scratch my fingers with embarra**ment Surprised as the people I once knew, drank & smoke with no hesitation Asthmatic, doctorate goals, with no reason I thought it was hallucination Have two years gone by? Or was I in a coma? Persuaded with the words "just a little drink" "just a little bit" I replied again and again give me some time to think Tellin' the kid he left out, but honestly he just stressed out Pressured to drink 6%, sh** it still counts Introduced to the night life, but I might never see the white light When I tilt my head my system may fright Now my vision may cry sh**, I just finished the booze Now I'm part of the zoo, eyes more red than the nose of a bamboo I could smell fear and regret, as I see my friends conflicted Homie waited two years for her to say yes, but she declined so he fled while his momma's worried sick I'm trynna help, and he explained I was never there And money could never exchange the lost friend, he thinkin' I didn't care The best thing I can do is share this pen Just a vivid memory The road to stardom, is full of friends & fiends Ain't no pressure, I'm just showin' truth (If you only knew) Chorus : [ jetlagg ] If you only knew, suicidal thoughts Comin through Let the bullets fly, hand me booze Cause the word no, equals rude (yeah) If you knew, If you knew, suicidal thoughts Comin through Let the bullets fly, hand me booze Cause the word no, equals rude. (yeah) Verse 2 : [ jetlagg ] Tippy toin, give me more sh**! What the f** is pain? Booze givin me immortal strength Are we on the right lane? Punch me more vincent You have my consent! Ex walkin' by, probably s** is on her mind (giggle) b**h don't even try, not even if my poor vision seein' you multiplied You never replied, you never explained You were too busy (cheatin with) Wait I forgot his name What a shame, you got this forever L cause that's how your name is spelled (sh** i'm clever) Just kiddin, I'll say hello like Adele Cause you got her, Marvin Gaye, and Lionel on repeat But sh** I ain't grievin' I'm relieved im free! No homies by my side when I'm throwin' up don't let it Spill Don't worry I'm chill, please more shots on the bill I'll let Beatrix pay for it Nothin on the floor but I tripped Now my Bape got a stain is it sh**? Slurry wording blurry walkin' Where are we goin? Don't touch me I'm golden with these Air Jordans With the red on them they prolly cost a fortune Why that stray dog talkin? now I'm hearin voices Young kids got no problems but we ran out of choices Now we on the roof, grievin for exes cause we f**ed up back then Homie askin for a spliff, he said no and kept inhalin all of it Cough cough, exhale "Dumb dumb your lungs lungs about to fail" "don't worry this is the last one I promise cross my heart now I'm out son" Next thing you know we back, damn we f**ed up