Natania - The Letter lyrics

I remember me tugging your shirt While your pulling away Your eyes were so cold but I could tell You were begging to stay I can still feel your bu*ton up shirt Holding all my tears And even when you were telling me to let go I could feel you lingering on and on Ill write you a letter Ill put it away Maybe Decembers when Ill send it your way Maybe by next year Things would have changed Cause Ill be better And youll be better for me Now that your gone and Im growing I can finally see that You were the ocean and no matter how hard I swam Id never make it past your wave I can still feel your salty lips kiss away my fears I can still feel your ocean breeze whispers in my ear Ill write you a letter Ill put it away Maybe Decembers when Ill send it your way Maybe by next year Things would have changed Cause Ill be better And youll be better for me Ill ride my bicycle to our grocery store Our song comes on when I walk through the door Ill order chai latte at our old caf When Tthey ask where you are I dont know what to say Ill write you a letter put it away Maybe Decembers when Ill send it your way Maybe by next year Things would have changed Cause Ill be better oh Ill be better ohill be better Ill write you a letter Ill put it away Maybe Decembers when Ill send it your way Maybe by next year you would have changed Cause Ill be better And youll be better