Nascent - 'Cause i lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah, love you like a fat kid love cake I love you like a fat b**h love steak I mean my love is sincere though I never thought that we would make it here though Me fighting for your heart out of fear No, that wasn't the plan I had to get mine and reach you at the same time And balance your emotion and self-doubt What a mission for man In the process of it I lost my best friend My left hand, when it happened I felt less than A f**ing fool, I ain't have no f**ing clue When you broke the f**ing news And said that you was f**ing dude Damn, but I can't blame you ‘Cause sh** I made mistakes too I was trying to get it with this rap sh** You was trying to get it on the mattress p**n actress style but yet my mind still absent And now this love song is just a past tense But understand I was trying to get it so we could have a better living I was trying to get it so we could have better decisions I was trying to f** the world and then f** you on top of it I did it ‘cause I love you I did it ‘cause I love you (Humming) [Verse 2] Yeah, through all the bad sh** we had good laughs baby Remember when you pepper sprayed my black a** baby? Don't laugh it's not funny For real though What you taught me was self love and purity Kind of ironic ‘cause you're filled with insecurities But it was sure to be my guilt And look what I k**ed, a good relationship with time built A quick timeout to them n***as that tried to get you And all disrespect ‘cause they seen that I was with you My issue was that I was a scarred man My drug I had to marry Jane, I was your Tarzan That was some wild sh**, we did some wild living And when the bills were do, man that was a wild feeling And the electricity for the A/C How could the next man replace me? I always made the ends meet And never placed nobody else above you I did it ‘cause I love you [Outro: Ex girlfriend on the phone] I'm sorry, and I understand why you did that And I understand why we can't be friends And I- I understand why we don't talk and- and Why [?] But I think about you everyday You're always with me everyday And I still love you and I will always love you And I just want you to know that I really, really hope that you can heal And be okay because I know that I did a lot of damage to you I'm sorry I just- I never- I never meant to hurt you It's just that I still love you And I- I had to lose my best friend I lost my best friend because of my own mistakes