Namnambulu - Surviving (Outdated) lyrics

I am home From my past leave my throne How would I go on I have found My own way To survive This devastating game Time will guide Days will come How could I Be doing nothing wrong And I'll be trying every day Be looking for the words to say I only want to know for sure If I am able to adore The reason going through all this That there'd be still a world to miss And in the final moment To see this is true Time to leave Memories pa** I won't need No one to say goodbye When I change Who will tell What has been And what is going on I hope to find Reasons for The Me right now And the one I was before So I kept trying every day Believed I found the words to say But still had no one to a**ure That things were better than before All reasoning would cease with this Why I would keep on seeking bliss Until the final moment Believed this was true