Nalyd - Non-Existent Rainbows lyrics

[ Intro: Nalyd Ecitsuj ] You think you're original? You ain't original You were programmed to be who you are You're a slave and you don't even know it Those thoughts in your mind They aren't even yours Step out from under your rock for a minute Let Nalyd have a chat with ya [ Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj ] Yo, How do we know that God exists How do we know what is positive Are you the definition of an angel, or the opposite If you lost your wallet and I found it I would not commit to stealing it But if the tables turned then you would pocket it See I've ain't been Nalyd for long I don't know who he truly is How come I'm the one my peers always had a problem with I show my music to different people and they ain't to fond of it I'm in too deep that I'm almost gone with it Mention me and people tend to get concerned and shook If you took a look you'd see I'm not a crook I'm reinventing hip-hop watch me write the book I'm here to show the world three verses and a hook I'm not the devil, I'm not speaking in tongues I just wanna touch your heart I'll try to do it in this song I'm from a small town thats pa** time is d** Because it's hard to become a someone From where I'm from [ Hook: Nalyd Ecitsuj ] When the suns down Non-Existent Rainbows soar in the air so high It may seem so that I can't see But the darkness provides the light for me I don't wanna be lonely If only the moon was down here to hold me If there is a higher power then show me Instead of Non-Existent Rainbows [ Verse 2: Nalyd Ecitsuj ] It's clearly visible that I am not a human I'm definitely not one of you I can see right through each and every one of you And those corporate suits will try to glue me from my shoe To blend in with all these other generics that are red and blue Mix the two an get violet I'm more violent too So combining the stew makes me A one of a kind different breed I'm not even on the local radar So listening to me is like getting DLC Cause none of the lyricists can pee and get as much acid as me I'm walking lyrical lava and they can't even get off the gra** I put my a** on so many tracks just for a video with one hundred views It's like they snooze and buzz from booze And I'm over here doing everything not to lose Giving my best try I get writers block and when I think to cry I might just use the headphones as a noose to tie so I can die Why is rap so good when I hear myself Yet they sound so dry I guess the good rappers get shelved as the whack ones get famous There followers are brainless But in corpo's eyes they are gonna feed you a sh**ty playlist Hacks you've become ignoramus You showed me I'll never make it I'm still trying so maybe it's the mirror I should be blaming If I break in I'll be another stat of what the government created [Hook] [ Verse 3: Nalyd Ecitsuj ] We're all smart and know what is bad and good for us But when you got offered some marijuana you took a puff Your brain is a f**ing powerhouse But what? You took a puff and f**ed it up It's people like you who talk that shoulda,coulda,woulda stuff You probably threw your life away so you could get high With no license or car So you're bumming rides to get by Saying. I should have done this or I should have hung with this guy I'm broke as f**, my rents high Oh I should have realized I'm not being cruel it's common sh** that I address I more than likely will never get signed, Yes But I will waste my blood and sweat to invest I should be the best but I'm logged in as a guest I have no sk** Setting myself up for a higher mess I work around the clock No slack, No time to rest I'm in it til' my dying breath is gone Life is hell, Watch as I paint a fake smile on [Hook] x2