Nalyd - Loathe lyrics

Heavens gate opening and closing Chugged Nyquil I'm quietly dosing Am I the artist or just the mannequin in the window posing Enemies disclosing Envelops enclosing Til' I'm exposing Battling the demons on the opposing side Supposing I Leave them in a decomposing position I need a new beginning If not that a better ending Who am I? The ultimate limited edition acquisition Fired at the competition and I don't even have any ammunition But still looking for redemption from a demolition Every fight is just an exhibition Practice time Everytime is meantime Meanwhile I'm shoving a catcus up there a** this time It's a crime I'm at school playing role of the mime I'm eighteen in my god damn prime Life is such a crime When you're the kid that is too afraid to speak his god damn mind Worried about opinions Feeling as useful as the modern day appendix Why must I not be accepted by these mindless minion virginians I'm trapped in an altering dimension Social anxiety detention Wearing skinny jeans for attention? I call that sh** my "attempt" at reinvention Well (Mirror Mirror) Tell me why they hate What are the facts Well Nalyd, you're fat. you think you can rap Hanging out with Roy could be the reason for all that Your social collapse An perhaps all that f**ing earwax Plus those random jokes that you crack Simply aren't funny They're awkward We like Kevin Hart,Katt Williams and the puppet guy with Achmed You're not one of us How are we gonna relate Make no mistake You're an unspoken apocalypse Broken out of rushed love without cautionness I wish I was more of an optimist So damn incompetent (Fading in and out, consciousness) I'm a loner but I should be called an outcastotoligist GOD Obelisk and Winged Dragon of Ra My kik is SatanDick i spelled it wrong Satin aw :( No welcome wagon How could I allow this to happen I could save a b**h in manhattan metropolis Ninth grade drama cla** yeah f** you Rodamous Nazi to the communists Single no vowels on my consonants On the outside looking in going in gynecologist They get high off of d** I can't even get high off my own self confidence