Nalyd - Holding On lyrics

[Hook: Ariana Grande] I must crawl through this I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong So I'll keep holding on [Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj] I keep holding on despite wantin' to let go I've thought suicide, just jumping out this window and letting everything go No more concern, You live and you learn Playing with fire until I get burned Life is free but respect is earned I wanna be cremated but who would keep the urn Stern,Eminem and Ye' thats what I wanna be Mom But you spit in my face Mom and said it couldn't happen to me b**h, you just jealous because now you work in a factory Why you always mad at me Can't wait til' I shove this rap game up your a** an you'll finally see I don't even think I'm your soon somebody adopt me Shock s**s but his Mom gives a f** though Why is that? It mean he needs an entourage I'm not about that I'm alone with a pencil,thick skin and bones Rappin' to the wall I skip lunch to stand in the stall Ain't got no friends, Don't tell me how the means will justify the ends Depressed, I am depression Diary of a mad man when I see the reflection f** school it's the end of session Gay is what you call me? Sure I guess I am If I cared about opinions I wouldn't dress the way I do s**ers My dad hates me too Selfish motherf**er [Hook: Ariana Grande] I must crawl through this I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong So I'll keep holding on I must crawl through this I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong So I'll keep holding on [Bridge: Ariana & Nalyd] The reflection knows my face I couldn't even recognize her Who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize The reflection knows my face I couldn't even recognize her Who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize I will never be recognized [Verse 2: Nalyd Ecitsuj] Hold on for dear life I want bright lights I want pyro and I want live mics Above is holy grail, Below is deadly spikes Legendary status or else eaten by the mice f**ing a**, surprised I ain't been sh** on atleast thrice A road less traveled, gotta get it in Before this God hits the gavel Last chance do or die Look down from the tightrope so high They expect me to fail They want me to fall, jumping through hoops no help Got my groove back like Stella, b**hes love me like nutella When life gives you lemons squirt it in its face When life gives you a taste, Take the kitchen They milking my raps like I'm the lyricists dairy Broken umbrella to stop the Hail Mary My Dad is d**, My Mom is negativity Too much above for Nalyd Ecitsuj validity I'm in a rut that I can't run from I can't run away from hell But by doing that I'd only be running away from myself Make it or fake it Cobwebs blocking gotta shake em and brake em May be rough around the edges I might hide behind lyrical hedges I must be heard or else I'm gone Until then I be right here Holdin' on [Hook: Ariana Grande] I must crawl through this I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong So I'll keep holding on I must crawl through this I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong So I'll keep holding on [Bridge: Ariana & Nalyd] The reflection knows my face I couldn't even recognize her Who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize The reflection knows my face I couldn't even recognize her Who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize I will never be recognized [Hook: Ariana Grande] I must crawl through this I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong So I'll keep holding on I must crawl through this I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong So I'll keep holding on [Piano: Nalyd Ecitsuj] Who put me here Who put me here Who put me here Who put me here Who put me here Who put me here Who put me here Who put me here I'll just keep holding I'll keep holding I'll keep holding on, holding on Holding on Holding on