[ Intro: Ozzy Osbourne ] Heaven Is in the palm of my hand and it's waiting here for you What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain unchanged Will it all remain the same [ Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj ] Suicidal thoughts, plots as I try to connect the dots Trying to untangle the knots Cause I latch every lock and I hide every spot Been in this rut for almost a year and as I see the end come near Everything becomes so clear When the bit is over and the laughing is no more And I'm lying on the floor because I just found out the girl I love is a who*e She even swore she wouldn't make me mourn Now my heart has been torn But a new girl has come in to write a new chapter But she is just another actor The pain comes back flooding a little faster I'm so tired of all the fatigue inside I'm not even going to goodbye I'm ready to die as a man who lost his mind Whom to confine? Why don't I just snort lines Why am I not holding a nine to my dome Well because I'd rather rhyme I need someone to play attention But they couldn't afford it I'm on the wrong road so why, might as well floor it Sorting out my beliefs, The kid you left to hang by his lonesome Now it's all done Now I'm gone son Now it's on son I had aspiring dreams, they done son To you it's all a gruesome scene Blood,Guts and Screams Call me when I'm mainstream f** it, just believe [ Ozzy Osbourne ] Sometimes it's hard to hold on So hard to hold on to my dreams It isn't always what it seems when you face to face with me [ Verse 2: Nalyd Ecitsuj ] Trying to keep my head up I guess I shouldn't try to worry This the second mixtape attempt I ain't going nowhere. So no need to hurry I take two steps forward, to get five steps back It's like I have a knack for failure and not success How you gonna tell me I'm blessed because I can't even stand to get dressed A mirror is like a tale of the tape I flip off my image and spit on him Then ask him how did it taste Taste like defeat But who should I blame Get the f** outta my lane Hey Oz have you ever felt this way [ Ozzy Osbourne: No, I'll never feel the same ] Nalyd: Close Your Eyes Ozzy: Close Your Eyes Nalyd: Close em' Ozzy: You gotta close your eyes Nalyd: Please, just close them for me Ozzy: Close Your Eyes You gotta Close Your Eyes for me