Naj isDope - The Bad Guy lyrics

[Verse 1] I hate the winter time Especially when it rain Trapped inside with myself All type of sh** go through a sinner mind Especially the pain Just trap myself all up inside wit you And then it's dinner time Was it not? Can I not hit you up And Get it right now On the spot? On the block, on the beach In the jeep, in the spot Do you not consistently tell me I'm hitting the top? That's always what I'm fighting for I never lost an argument And Growing up but clinging to the ego I'm parting with Caused conflict with my ethics Damn I Just Hope you pardon it Selfish acts from a n***a Disconnected respect Then I'm fighting for the same sh** I been quick to neglect Love Is all she asked from me though And now I'm tipping the bottle Facing a jet like [Hook] f** it I be the bad guy Either way I can't win f** it I'll be the bad guy I'll pay the cost What's the loss when a man sin? f** it I'll be the bad guy Either way I can't lose f** it I'll be the bad guy Gotta live with the decision When a man choose [Verse 2] She knew I liked to play coy When I'm fishing for a deeper meaning To sh** pleading the fifth Unsure of myself, no reason to flip Just searching for an outlet And a reason to trip Aloof to the truth Intimidate The soul Interrogate The faith My drama is in control Nights alone I ain't break Down in a minute But I been nervous bout if I'm breaking the mold It wasn't easy to be yourself Around people that ain't like yourself Before you knew You who you was You was programmed to fight yourself And in turn, you would slight your wealth We let it do what it does I'm tripping on it blowing mad reefer Writin poems not knowing they would come through Ya speakers And as I'm writing this right here to reach Ya Trying not to grief for lost souls Just brief Ya [Hook] I be that, heart collector, heart reflector I know a daughter coming I Hope God protect her More spiritual than religious but I had to learn Want to shine? Got to accept where God project ya And before I knew that, a n***a fell sick Hiding The Misery nobody could tell sh** Looking up,bad luck got me stuck Hiding behind the nut, Hiding behind the rush Out of my mind, Out of control Wishing for the spring to come She want a hubby I'm just waiting for my friend to cum Signal crossed, Off track No wonder we lost that Lost facts, Goddamn Way to end a run Nowadays I been tipping back the D'usse Looking for a message praying for a sign Drowning in my thoughts, ego blow up like a soufflé And That's exactly what stop you from being mine like.. [Hook]