MZShaidu - Waves At Dawn (Live in my room) lyrics

Livelihood ain't got much to do with it Happiness bobs and weaves like a buoy at sea I concede that it helps to be free But the feelings of entrapment are real I can only feel what I'm made to feel I can only be as much as what I am Call me what you will, review me as you see fit I'll admit to any accusation This vacation took a bitter turn, into better art The truth in my heart is that I want to get a better start I don't have much in the way of confidant But there's no affront to the way that lyrics flow by font Twenty beers may not yet be enough Twenty waves might take me too far out I don't wanna drown, but I wanna float here forever Don't take me off the tether Maybe I'm posing, or maybe I'm chosen Maybe this ocean is truly frozen I don't feel movement but I've traveled far I don't feel motivated here at the start I can't take the steps you advise I can't take accurate account of life I'm here deep off the trench off the shore I barely know where I am anymore You said swim, don't float along forever I said please don't take me off the tether I only truly fear sinking I can't deal with the thinking I only truly fear sinking I can't deal with the thinking I only truly fear sinking I can't deal with the thinking