MzGemiFly - Ten Toes Down Challenge lyrics

[Verse] Grew up by myself, all alone, only child Mamma worked for Uncle Sam so she was missing for a while Granny took me in and in a way she took her place Cuz when she finally came home, barely recognize her face I ain't know my daddy, it was hard growing up So when It came to a n***a, I ain't really gave a f** And when I finally dated, I picked all the wrong guys Got my a** beat daily, hid my tears with the smile I got pregnant at 15, abortion was the remedy I kept it all a secret, I was scared of what they think of me I ain't want to disappoint my mamma, we was kinda getting close Out of everybody in my life I knew she hurt the most So I s**ed it up and kept pushing Didn't recognize the girl in the mirror kept looking I would get faded to escape real life I was so sad, attempted suicide twice And ain't no shame in my game I'm a new me now I in the [?] with the haters, Imma do me now Ain't a b**h in the world that can hold me down Got my chin up n***a and my ten toes down