MysticalOne - Who's Hurting Now lyrics

[1st Verse] Didn't want to see the world for what it was Struggling to find out what I've become through it all Learned to cope with handling my problems Transparent seen like a ghost Have I buried all I've lost Walk with me in through the cemetary of my mind Open up the gates to the place dead memories lie Laid to rest waiting for their resurrection Made a mess impatient to correct it Inability to deal with what I've been faced with Nothing but fragments couple of pieces Disease is spreading it feeds the weapon Heart my weakness my head is deadly At any given point in time it reaches for my soul Seaps in deep eventually will come to take it full control Knows what it's like to go without for too long Rooted closely to the source for the course of the song Battles with my conscience I'm in need of a godsend Many choices for my poison like I bar tend Time to uncover what I've buried Hoping to reach the point I worry This is everything I've ever wanted And you're telling me that it's weight I can't carry? I'm packing up tonight it's time we hit the road! Wasted energy meaningless things and people Sleepwalker wanders once again A very livid wicked sorcerer on the loose Out to prove who he is I've got in me a story on a journey for revenge Money unimportant and I know where you live Life is getting darker for you I will hang you high above your mother On the ceiling of her porch my friend [Bridge] And I become insane with intervals of horrible sanity You saw me fall you saw it all From so close but so far from beyond And I visit your grave constantly And I made these things you see Out of us out of me out of nothing But somehow look past It feels incomplete overcast Clouds and the shadows have found their way back [2nd Verse] Really couldn't make a difference I was only 16 Wasn't so focused and you never could open deep Trapped in a state of an imaginary grace No space to think in a labryinth a maze A dreamer is one who is guided by the moonlight Forced to see the dawn before the world rises And the sun with its light in the mind of the one Is it right is it mine is it bright enough? Fallen stars don't glow shedding all their darkness Trading it for what's left cold winter solstice Summer's coming but I'm walking all alone again Didn't want to do it but I had to see through it I wrote the verse to this before it even happened Reaching out for help but the words went unheard Vanished and for what I didn't deserve it Our friendship was purchased Sold it f**ing worthless Everything you never wanted it was coming true Middle of the desert under blood red moon Should've been sharing the both of our lives with the sun Instead we're hurting praying that it don't rise up It came and went I wish I had the patience Sandman if you can keep me at a distance Just this once if you must give it another chance Nightmare in my life put yourself into my past devil wanna dance Welcome to the tragedy I'm too familiar with fantasy Recovery I've never fully healed I don't think I will Feel the pills d** alcohol calling up to God Battling the inner strength pride ego Damage imagery suffering from my final loss Moving on remodeling admiring the scenery Environment defining me it's hiding me inside of me And that's fine to me