[Hook] Closed my eyes And now I can't focus (Come and take my life) All of it's bullsh** [1st Verse] All of it's bullsh** anyway Ending my world in a better place Finding forever A sharp pair of scissors Cut the ugly skin away Afraid to bleed The anger breathes new life in lungs Hearts collapse Disaster faster Damage to the body can't be undone And it's no fun where I'm at Staring as you point and laugh The air is much like poison And it's k**ing me just way too fast Take my hand The hourgla** is low on sand Send me Elsewhere Somewhere know one knows really which way that I went And off he is in a sleepless meaningless seam of what's left of existence Threading treading fretting unready for war with himself once again Defend to the end in sin Within in his hell descent Until nothing is left It's bullsh** so f** it [Hook] [2nd Verse] Ready for you Dying soldier Shotgun in hand I'm blasting my way over toward you Hope remorse is safe So sorry for you Paranoia I'm feeling so numb I just wanna go back but it's over Forever fails it's a love affair with a d**h in air But it's worth the lesson Everything ends with no answer to the questions Tried to pretend but I couldn't so there's friction Pieces missing But they're burning in the ashes Off in the wind So I couldn't strike the matches Held it within Found it hard to be romantic I wish you were dead Wouldn't have to live with that b**h! Put em in a casket or a coffin with his body face down (lay down) Wonder what I'd have to do to plant 'em in the ground (dig out) Forgot I was magic but it's hard to imagine Someone so close was so far from the matress Swallow the sorrow, got a heart to borrow? Smile to pile the anger that follows Closed my eyes but it's hard to focus Deep inside know you enjoy this Bloody skies ride toward the sun Still got the scissors for you and your boyfriend Wish you hell wooden cross and nails Bottle of piss for a wishing well Clenched fist promises to love with It's bullsh** so f** it