Mystic - A Dream lyrics

[Repeat 3x] It's only a dream [Verse 1] I know that gobbled as a child, and got her own Still he got to bless me too, I been struggling too long Tryna keep my head up in this hateful world Always been mama's soldier, never daddy's little girl I did some f**ed up sh**, in the name of the game Before we even call it that, still it's all the same Shed, blood, sweat, and tears over the years I been scarred Trace the tracks of my tears, they will show you who I are Still I, stand strong wit the militant mind Not no ice cold b**h, that's to easy to find Try and maintain my mental, as a peaceful place Still I be ready to die, till I see my mother's face Got to unlace the rage that I feel Constant struggle and madness, ain't got to claim to keep it real True queen, considered twinkle in my eyes The glide in my step, I bless the world before I die And tries I might, ain't a damn thang I can do Just got to hold on until I make it threw Until I make it threw... [Repeat 3x] It's only a dream [Hook] I been dreamin, for so long What's the meaning, meaning all my life I been dreamin, for so long Mama help me, help me make it right [Verse 2] It's long nights I shake, my body starve from anger Hopin lady luck will hear my wish's Instead of treatin me like a stranger And Mr.d**h plucks my people one by one It's a cold world, and i'm one of the last suns Forever shinin, even when the skys grey Will I eternally suffer, mama tell me it will be okay Chains at my window, I just wanna be free I'm not scared to die, but why must my people bleed I gotta get somethin it's my destiny To all wives up in heaven, I say blessin me Less I be the next fallen angel, tangled in the web Givin a f** about nothin, better off dead But I don't wanna be ill, don't wanna be a woman token So I rock mics, and spread love just keep hopin Knowin these rainy days, they can't last forever Tellin myself,"young world things will only get better" [Repeat 3x] It's only a dream [Hook] [Verse 3] Sometimes I get the feelin like i'm all surronded Wit no way up out the jungle, guess I got to rule and ground me Drown me in my sorrow's, that should never manifest Let my??? forever from the deepest depth's Man, I got the cuts for luck and the scars for freedom Let the angel's come and get me, I'ma set it off when I see em This life is such a dirty game Mama never told me it would be so hard to maintain So I make the purist devil faceable The walls up out my mind,and so hard and laceable Only by sorrow things, I wanna rule the planet Travel to the ends for mine, like a bandit Hand it to me, my visions ready to implement Made it this for, hope bloody bodie's ain't my present I'ma keep shinin,I got to make it happend Find my place in the sun where me and my folks can keep laughin [Repeat 3x] It's only a dream La,la,la,la,la [Hook] - 2X