My Starving Lion - Deny You Anymore lyrics

In a moment and I missed it Do you wonder If I wished it? It's a monster can I end it? So I'm broken Can you mend it? You say it's my time You say it high time You say the right time, but I'm on my own You make me wonder at this spell I'm under YOu make me wonder if I'm far from home I can't deny you anymore I need to know there's something more I thought I'd left it all behind But now I can't make up my mind For an instant Will I make it? Can I hold on Will I break it? on a pavement in a basement Liveing injured through the winter You say it's my time You say it high time You say the right time, but I'm on my own "I can't hold this beast inside any longer. I cringe at it's ferocity. It rips my insides to shreds I can't get it out of me I can't allow this to control me any longer Please help me. You make me wonder at this spell I'm under YOu make me wonder if I'm far from home I guess I'll try to make a diffrence I've had enough I know it's tearing my heart in two But I don't care any more I will not let go of you Just hold my hand I'll hold you up and keep you safe from greiving we can't look back any more I break away, I start today What I believe is what you say I make amends, begin again Forget the loss, it's now a win I put my head into the air Take a breath, break my stare I see the world with open eyes The light I love is now inside