My Shameful - Disappointment lyrics

A lifetime prison, this body is All this time, without hope I've gone through A disappointment to myself, And to all around me Waste of good life... Abomination Still, after all these days I try to go on like everyone else Just for one more day I've grown so tired of all this All these lies eat away my soul All this time I've lied to myself This show I have to keep To keep myself sane All this time I've lied to myself