My Mother The Carjacker - POV, Tentatively lyrics

First, it hurts It burns And It's all because of me Lately, I've seen an absent reality To be released Meeting weaklings repeating what they've heard Absurd to burden me with reciting Don't wanna be right here again Lodged inside a collage of mine entwined is the right word Seasonally I'm beaten free to see what I've inferred Caught rotten again I will pretend to be the one who's failing You sacrifice You sacrifice You sacrifice Holding on What's gone was never meant to be Exceed debris to see what is happening It means nothing at all Don't falter with the martyr's incentive Conflict, tough sh** Fit me a brand new Zen So happy to be right here again Lodged inside a collage of mine entwined is the right word Seasonally I'm beaten free to see what I've inferred Caught rotten again I will pretend to be the one who's failing You sacrifice You sacrifice You sacrifice