A frequent feeling bring it back now hold it together firmly I'm not losing any sleep bad weather or not to the top of the mountain where you can see everything a little more clear Nothing feels worse than failure I should have known I should have moved I should have been brave Lack of fear won't save me now from anything at all This room sits still and stays so quiet like the stairs up to your old apartment filled with superstition for your addictions don't forget your cigarettes on the way out I'm still learning how to cope with tragedy I'm still learning how to fight off all these feelings I'm still learning what you have isn't always yours to keep I know now what I didn't know before I know now what I didn't before