My Dying Bride - Two Winters Only lyrics

What is it you hope for, even though you are dying? and even though life is closing your tiny eyes why did I leave them all? I should be with them to die in the same place the pain I think, should go on forever, for always but no, not mine, not now, my life now begins Call me what you will, but I'll die for no man, at all my limbs and the life that spreads from them cross my path and you'll suffer like no man before, at all what I hunger for, is the trial of God For just two winters only did we live for my God, what have you become? dear, dear Lord We could have changed the world, had you been here with me right now, held you in my arms, in my arms, my love Jesus wept so man could live forever on earth, in peace but my tears, they fall for you, only you