Mutiilation - The Coffin Of Lost Innocence lyrics

False innocence in the eyes of a sad child, grief of a lost soul in a grey vast world You and I dig the same hole, this is a man's world, this is a dead world The chrisalyd woke me from its autist catalepsy... And the somber bu*terfly burnt his wings at the so called divine daylight And thus became a foul fly laying its eggs over human decay as a revenge on god's creation I awake and I see the devil's face telling me to zip down the pure one, to pull the trigger To abuse you to liberate my wrath, to let him coming out from me Touch the scars on my naked body Let it be done before my skin turns cold turkey I disgust myself, you think it's just a game You'll sleep before you realize I abused your innocence Lost youth memories come back to the surface Endless pit of melancholy which soil my eyes and face A dirty plastic giraffe, not stained with piss and cra** I thought i'd never have to hate what I am now Each time i remind of lost purity A poisonous torpidity cuts my sleep The past is dead and will never live again No prostethic can replace what's lost and gone I'm coming inside your purity As soon as it's done bitterness invades me Cum is bile, desire is a lie You can't understand why I try to die... A small d**h that hurt I'm cold and afraid Deserts of solitude and guilty thoughts Screw my head and terrify me Everything is turning from pink to grey Descent to reality Alone in my head, alone in my flesh Until the day I'll definitely be alone in a hole Each minute seems to last a year and each day is the same as the one before You''ll never grow up and reach humanhood, you know... there is no use to become like them, to live their life of bitterness tears and abuse I've tried and failed, just see...what I did of me... They'll do to you... The mask of d**h was wearing your face Downfallen and skinny You seem so small in your coffin Look at my eyes... they bleed What is their so called of god? that erase my friends, that destroy my dreams? What have you done for me? Why don't you just k** me? You can be proud of you b**h... One of the strings that keep me sane have been slashed once again You're not buried as i stay Standing in my desert Forget the holy ground Their god was for the living ones I am not they just can't see something died within me Never ask why.... We're the orphans of god Another father will take us all Just give your soul for the change...this f*cking soul Abandon your life to him, never mourn the human world, never look back for what we've done, for all the ones left behind, take his hand and shut your eyes