Murs - 1st Love Blues lyrics

[Verse 1:] I grew up a wonder year She was same by the bail I was boys in the hood, She was ATL Used to sell weed to our rommate, that's how we met Ol' girl didn't smoke, but she had jokes on deck No disrespects, it's just the way it was She claim cause' I was broke and always say cause' I was kind of always saying shawty and y'all She smile everytime I did my little Southern draw Calls became frequent, we hang out on the weekend Start to feelin' like, she's the one I've been seekin' Didn't take it far, third base, at most Never seal the deal, but always came close I knew that if I hit it, I would have to stay commited I was young, 21, man I just wasn't with it Knew what was comin' and you can't run from it Ain't no feelings that strong between man and a woman. [Chorus:] She said she wanted more than a friendship But I wasn't one in the bed I said I wanted friends with benefits But I was only trying to pretend I didn't want you (need you [x2]) Realy want to make you mine I would never mislead you But then, how I treat you But girl, you got to give me some time [Verse 2:] So, the first time we did it, it was aight But soon I was creepin' to her room every night Somethin' like magic, I felt I had to have it Just to right fix, to kick my chick habbit You know it's always better, when you're lovers and close friends It start to get deep, I kind of feel closed in I went out and made a stupid mistake I stop'd returning calls, went on a few dates Ofcourse I got back to her, I knew she'd be hurt But she didn't even trip and that made me feel worse She shoved me all the love, when I did the dirt Now I'm feelin' like I'm the scum on the earth She left for break and didn't leave her number I thought about her every single day that summer I s**er, for try to keep it on the under Said next time I see her, I'm a tell her that I love her [Chorous] [Verse 3:] When the wall was stooden the way I was waitin for the nexy semester to begin The very first day, I ran up to campus and ran onto one of her friends I made small talk I didn't want to seem blame I too anxious, but when I said her name The tears came, she started to break down I could still see the look on her face now Through the tears I could hear "drunk driver", "crash", "accident" The word "no survivors" She was tryin' to continioue to describe it, but just couldn't take it And she ran off crying Lyin' if I said I wasn't feel for regret I cryed for three hours sittin' down on them steps But even know you're gone Your memory lives on And for all I did wrong I dedicate this sing To my first love... This is for my first love