[Chorus] I try hard to do the right sh** But I'm stuck in da dark with no light switch Now I hold my suspended license And I'm constantly goin through crisis So maybe I could remain silent But I ain't got no reason to hide it And the only way I know to fight this Is to stay on the road of the righteous [Verse 1] Time's goin by, I'm gettin older but I'm feeling like I'm still 19 and broke as f** In my early twenties, still ain't worth a penny Head full of weed smoke, surp, and henny I spend my time gettin faded can't stop it If I clean my act up there's no way you can stop me but I still gotta feed the demons that inside my mind Stuck in da dark feeling like my eyes are blind I try to cut the corners and it never worked So I take it as a lesson but... [Chorus] [Verse 2] I almost 30 years old...yet I wake up every mornin in the cold...sweat It use to be visions of my own...d**h But now I'm seein secrets that my soul's...kept But uh, dream deferred what scene do I prefer When I'm sleepin next to you, I'm dreamin bout her And now I sleep with her, it's you that I dream about I can't decide which one of you I wanna be without I'm a pieces I'm indecisive Stuck in da dark trying to find this light switch So self righteous myself I fight with So I seem stuck in this cycle like this If I could only see what lies ahead Then I might find sleep when I'm lying in my bed... [Chorus] [Bridge] Let's drown ourselves in empathy Cuz that's the way it has to be I don't care what you've bled for me I'd rather have my Hennessey So maybe I could remain silent...