f** it [Hook: Nina Katsuya] So many names, so many faces I could have had everything a different way but f** it And if I stay, bad habits would remain Stuck in the same play so f** it What am I suppose to do? What am I suppose to do? What am I suppose to do? [Verse 1: Breezy Lovejoy] Yeah It's hard to understand I've been through so many phases and different lands Sometimes I wonder if I'm on the right path Or if I made a blunder, and missed my chance Momma said I gotta pray and fast But my old head told me it was simple mathematics And god ain't gonna give me more than what I can stand So as long as I'm standing, I got a chance to put my brand on this planet Can't go out like my pops did Drinking liquor till his liver got spots in it It's like I only knew him for a hot minute But every time we talk, it was long in it The ghost from his past still haunts him I could tell by the responses that I got from him And on his last days, he left a message singing a song But when I finally tried to call, he was gone [Hook] [Verse 2: Dumbfoundead] (f** it man) I'd seen the places that they'd never seen The view is different when you're sitting on a mezzanine You see the bigger picture wave ya on a couple blocks Look through the negatives then you figure out what to crop Can't escape Babylon, I gotta tatted arm But now I'm on that digital while you moving that an*log You sitting, you praying while the enemy's praying on you You must be tripping thinking god has a magic wand Brah, Korean Jesus ain't got time for your sh** He on the other line with a million other kids You seeing the good life, through Instagram flicks The filters we've applied as blood, tears and sweat I ain't your competition nor am I your enemy You shouldn't be feeling jealousy looking at my twitter feed While I'm on this k**ing spree, it's k**ing me, you ain't We were homies till you chose to play it safe [Hook] [Verse 3: Murs] The only thing I never could do was lose for you The way it's turning out I wish I could choose for you This life truly is sink or swim Hey, you can f** around and drown trying to think for them You don't begin a journey ending in the same place You make some distant to the finish, it's the human race You running on the clock, they're gunning for your spot So much pain in your past that you don't wanna stop I was dead broke, depressed, and on prescription d** Headed towards a tier in the county with the Crips and Bloods Slanging texts in front of different clubs Until my name started getting buzzed And when you hear the buzz, it's time to take flight I hit the road and all the haters saw was brake lights So when you tell me that I've changed it's a compliment How could I not when I done rocked on every continent [Hook]