Murmurs - I'm A Mess lyrics

I'm such a drag wish that I could disappear I just smoked myself right into this chair I've had no revelations, got no future plans So many expectations and no one understands I'm a mess I'm a mess I'm a mess I ruin everything, it's never enough Got a tired alter-ego, that's always giving up I used to be the girl that everybody loved And now I'm just too much I'm a mess I'm a mess I'm a mess I'm a mess And I'm crying all the time How bad can it be? I wish that I was dead, temporarily I'm a mess I'm bored with myself, I'm tired of this life I'm falling apart, can't even take advice I'm so gone, I need my prescription to relax Now I'm wasted like the rest I'm a mess I'm a mess I'm a mess I'm a mess