Much The Same - Miss The Pain lyrics

It's so easy to look outside myself and point out all the blame I'm saddened when I see a friend no longer acting the same I wonder how each one of them so easily falls away But the answer is identical to how I got this way No longer am I looking to you In darkness I have remained (I've remained) The struggling's a thing of the past And sometimes I miss the pain That pain is the evidence I'm fighting for a cause Every temptation a hurdle I know we can cross But then I let my guard down and the battle is gone Complacency takes over so I know something's wrong No longer am I looking to you In darkness I have remained (I've remained) The struggling's a thing of the past And sometimes I miss it Help me, help me find my way I'm tired, I'm tired of living this way I need you to bring me back home Because I, because I hate being alone, all alone