Mr.Sunshine - I've Been Sayin lyrics

“I've Been Sayin” [bridge] A lot of people want to know I have been saying a lot… They want to know how it goes How I got by, how I plot, who knows? sh** comes, sh** goes New friends, new girlfriends, it does not matter how it ends Because it's all about how it begins [Chorus] Started some sh** when I was young No no no no no You don't know how to let sh** go This is not like four years ago This is what I've been saying No no no new friends no no Look I know [verse 1] Before ZzzQuil, I was smoking weed and threw a poke-ball Whatever was needed to k** the troubles It made me hap-py, Just to enter-tain me But to think of it, I am a substance addict, pain relapsing perfect I think probably going to be an alcoholic so I probably never drink But the act of peer pressure got me to rethink It's all bit strange, trying to be, perfect, but I will never be There's more me than me, more to see To this thing called life But I spend nights wishing it all bit different to bring But I got to thinking being different and doing different things I did some thinking and that's all I ever do is think and Perhaps I am quite uncertainly of what I wanna do with my life My life, my life, undefined The nights, the nights, I'm ashamed The nights, the nights, profound [Chorus] Started some sh** when I was young No no no no no You don't know how tho let sh** go This is not like four years ago This is what I've been saying No no no new friends no no Look I know [verse 2] How can you know what you don't know? Heh, I don't even know, I just have a different view to grow I feel stuck going to school, like dude what's up with your attitude It's really not that new to get a clue, help me out Don Messick Everyday is toxic, hands in my pockets like some kind of conflict Sitting behind of cla**, listening to my idols Nothing really was disable; Words of thoughts, in my head, rhymes to get ahead Whenever I got the time, I sit down to make a rhyme Is it worth my time? It's like my ninth time I've said this; The end of my days ends with happiness Ignorance is bliss, ignorance is violence [Chorus] Started some sh** when I was young This is what I've been saying No no no new friends no no You don't know how tho let sh** go This is not like four years ago This is what I've been saying [Verse 3] I never want to die not knowing what could have been in a different life I stay alive because I know there's something there I stay for the strive I f**ed up in the past, more than I should But a new day always come undertook Sometimes I hide by telling lies Sometimes a tear in my eye because I teared my life Honesty, the truth is ice and let it set for awhile I'm melting but it's quite mild even for a smile How does it felt to walk a mile in someone's shoes? The future comes near and I can't yet commandeer These problems, all the arrogance, and the distance and sentences But It's finally good to know that I am my own deepest fear [Outro]