Mr. Northstar - Lost / Cyber Stream lyrics

*1st Half of Song (1st Verse) Feeling lost In my mind Mind in a bind As time waits on no one The thoughts of a man By himself Hot boxing Facing two Tryna get his face screwed Is something that only I can understand Cause he is me (2nd Verse) O'ding off of life Which is wrong Which is right Findin the truth I mean This my war you see Not every soul is clean But I mean we are human beings Right? Tryna find out if this LSD is workin And if it is im trippin My hands gone missing The girls look like demons Faces covered with my semon Can't tell if im awake Or im dreaming This is A f**ing nightmare My head is gonna tear With all this sh** im thinking I swear I swear I swear Why the f** am I repeatin My mind is mentally unstable To cope with this reality My heart is beating fast I can feel my blood pumpin Pulse thumpin to the beat I feel like i've committed suicide So im just going to rest here Til I feel alive Again *2nd Half of Song Ruby red, then split the scene, she drew my bed, and left my sleeves, she's overrun with corrosion and pus, corruption and lust and now she dosnt trust and its all because of us Ruby red, then split the scene she drew my bed and lift my sleeves, she's after seed, its what she needs, now, she's overrun with corrosion and pus, corruption and lust, and now she dosnt trust and its all because of me... Counter melody: remember on that day we met I used to feel so cold...........ill always be with you and no one has to know.........just stay with me and I promise we'll grow old...unless you k** me