Mr. Muthaf**in eXquire - Nuthin' Even Matters (Regrets) lyrics

[Hook] Nuthin' even matters (Nuthin' really matters) Nuthin' even matters to me (When misery is all I see) Nuthin' even matters (Nuthin' even matters) Nuthin' even matters to me (When misery is all I see) Mommy, you used to hold me, tell me I was the best Anything in this world I want I could possess All that made me want was all that I could get I'm tryin' to survive, tell me how I live with these regrets? How I live with these regrets How I live with these regrets How I… How I… How, how, how I How I live with these regrets How I live with these regrets How I… How I… How, how, how [Verse 1: eXquire] I wake up in the morning no earlier than three I scratch my a** and yawn, then I get up and go pee Then Jimmy Neutron's on This is my favorite episode where he goes through a time warp And meets himself when he gets old, and he ain't sh** I guess that I relate to a degree My Momma claims she's proud of me But I just cannot see how that could be I gave up my whole future just to chase my dream Now I feel like a loser who's failed at everything (I mean) Maybe I shouldn't have dropped out in 10th grade (I mean) Maybe I should've went to college up state (I mean) Maybe I shouldn't have quit my good-a** job Or swallowed them sleeping pills after the shock of it all Or slapped the sh** out my ex, then mess with the other one Consorted with hoes, popped pills like bubblegum My life's a cornucopia of rigamarole Which sounds like some type of dish Can I offer a bowl? Its like… [Hook] [Verse 2] My life is a b**h and I ain't got sh** I know that sounds depressing, but it is what is it My insecurities made me a leech for love Happy just to get it anywhere that I could get it Though I wasn't really feelin' her Plastered at my photo shoot, drunk I was depressed Like somehow I can pretend that my life's just not a mess Then n***as have the nerve to try to question what I am What you don't f**in' understand is this is all that I have left And b**hes say that dumb sh**, “I'm too blessed to be stressed” But I was blessed with this talent; all it do is make me stressed All it do is make me guess: will I ever progress? Is success the architect behind the heartache and the stress I fight with every breath Yet nobody sees the ??? And lately its getting crazy and I'm runnin' out of strength ??? so don't you try to play me I ain't weak and I ain't lazy I'm just gettin' to the point where… [Hook]