Mr. J Medeiros - Two Light Beams lyrics

I try to find my place in this world before my times up And in my race I see this girl holding a sign up It says the end is near she's asking if I'd lend an ear And if I knew about her God and why He sent me here As she was talking all I thought about was family And If He above me should love and understand me And the reason why I stopped for this girl on my block And why I'm leaving without a dollar to drop In her donation box Promise notes and superstition Paying for my salvation Paying for her tuition The whole nation blind to intuition it seems And these seams run blue like Jeans Neither true nor false just caught in these true life dreams My eyes in the dark like two light beams Can you see me Feels like we all born preemie's Grown men in big clothes wearing those just born beanies I agree “G” see it's cold out here So many poker faces make you fold out here More lonely places then homes out here No wonder why we all on our phones out here I feel like God put a love in me I speak my mind and hope that same God don't punish me If I were meek I'd by lying I'd be hungry see Them all lying in the street under the money trees Some got work some get enslavement Some got dirt some get pavement Some in a hurry just to wonder where the day went Some in the hurt of it all trying to save it Tell me how the sum can be greater then it's parts When everyone is fallen with some falling apart Maybe it's a blessing the act of playing a part Some just ask questions sit back and call it art I try to find my place in this world like my place in a song I find my pace pasting words where they belong In my race I see that girls face saying it's wrong And though there's something great were facing I know she's paper chasing Like every other rapper on my radio station Have you buying shoes but can't show you how to lace them So really what's a rapper got to do with being Jason Nothing it's all bluffing Mind numbing it's all Bufferin A time comes when the searching's of a man Become the inner workings of his hands And some won't like, won't care, or understand Some spend their whole life scarring you to follow plan Follow suit until your body's just a hollow suit Live in the now for tomorrows truth And what is promised you is every mans fight to be seen My eyes in the dark like two light beams Can you feel me Some got work some get enslavement Some got dirt some get pavement Some in a hurry just to wonder where the day went Some in the hurt of it all trying to save it Tell me how the sum can be greater then it's parts When everyone is fallen with some falling apart Maybe it's a blessing the act of playing a part Some just ask questions sit back and call it art