I feel this is the lot which I accept and which will not change I feel exhausted If I had not seen other lunatics close up, I should not have been able to free myself from dwelling on it constantly I feel exhausted I generally try to be very cheerful My life is all so threatened at the very root I feel exhausted I know well that healing comes if one is brave, from within; through profound resignation to suffering and d**h; through the surrender of your own will, and of your self-love I feel exhausted I generally try to be very cheerful I see no happy future at all I feel exhausted I see no happy future at all I feel exhausted I see no happy future at all I feel exhausted I see no happy future at all