Mr. Bigg - Only if U Knew lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm waking in the morning getting my little boy ready for school I'm combing his hair brushing his teeth and fixing his food Tommy Hilfiger outfits and pressed socks Telling him that I love him putting sandwiches in his morning lunchbox Momma going to work early now its just us Go and make yo bed and tell ya daddy what you want for breakfast Everybody's fool now its time to go I'm dropping you off and I'm coming to get you bout 4 If I don't come and get you than ya mama will Saying to myself will I live or will I get k**ed I kiss him on his cheek I hate to leave him again Dear God I hope I get to see him again Cause they don't know about the laws I break About the weed I smoke and the pills I take And they don't know about the money and ki's About the busters I shot or the ones that done shot me And they don't know that they daddy is the man I wish I could explain but they won't understand (chorus)2x Only If you knew what ya daddy do And only if you know where ya daddy go And only if you knew what ya daddy did And Only if you knew where ya daddy been And Only if you knew what ya daddy did [Verse 2] Zero understanding with n***as tryna f** with mine Been Selling this mothaf**ing dope since the age age of 9 Started off selling dimes from dimes to whole ki's Sacks of weed from oz's to whole trees Selling dope out my resident And I'm Making more money than the mothaf**ing president I remember in the days being raised A skinny lil n***a on the block with french braids 13 when I first seen a triple beam I use to dream of becoming ah trafficing king K kell of my mama and my kids And buy a house where the rich black folks live Ah candy green pontiac cadilleena Baby diamond ring on my lil girl left finger Hairobones around my son neck Timberland,Ralph Lauren,Tommy Hilfiger shortsets I'm at home with a closet full of birds Drinking tangerin taking pills tryna calm my nerves I get no sleep I can't eat I'm trapped in da dark and I'm marked by a black beast I'm thinking about my son I know I'm loosing my mind I'm playing games with my tech 9's Cause he don't know about the life I live About the b**hes I smoked and the b**hes I had to choke He don't know that his daddy is the man I wish I could explain but he won't understand (chourus)2x [Verse 3] Private schools family picnics and street lights 2 kids and a dog mothaf**ing fight They can't follow in my foot steps Because the fast life ain't sh** but ah fast d**h I got to in the game they can't win Die young or die old in the pin I show my baby's much love sh** Ain't got to teach em' bout the streets cause its already in they blood Let yo education be your first backbone And the dope game something to fall back on My daughter ask me one day daddy why you always crying Cause she don't know that one day I'm gone have to do some time And one day she might have to go to church To see me in ah white tux leaving in ah black hearse A young n***a with ah whole lot of stress Before I let a chump k** me I will k** my goddamn self Yo daddy is the man I wish I could explain but you won't understand (chorus)