I'm sick, so sick of this complacency and the apathy of my heart Im stuck with paralytic tendencies This pa**ivity has torn me apart I am trying to find my way back home But I've had a hard time with these dry and weary bones I am a Pharisee by definition Far too proud to admit when I am wrong I am a plague to my own existence I'm k**ing myself with this repetitious sin I am a hypocrite! Wash me clean I am so desperate to be free Set me free It's time I called you out For all pain and d**h that you have caused No more holding back I've drawn my line I won't back down This is the end of you No longer a thorn in my side This is the end of you I'm taking back my life Rid me of myself Cycle endless cycle, when will my hands be clean when will I be set free I've been asleep all these years with open eyes it's time I wake up And separate myself from all this pain You and I are not the same Im sick of always feeling like I'm weak God, set me free So here we are, me myself and I but your voice is in my head I've got nothing left to lose cause I'm already dead God, put me to sleep. Put me to sleep, oh God. Put me to sleep. Put an end to my depravity And at the end of it all I look back on everything that have made me fall Now there's only one thing left to say This is my life... And this time I choose to walk away