I hope that our few remaining friends Give up on trying to save us I hope we come up with a failsafe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us I hope the fences we mended Fall down beneath their own weight And I hope we hang on past the last exit I hope it's already too late and I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here Someday burns down And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away and I never come back to this town again in my life I hope I lie and tell everyone you were a good wife and I hope you die I hope we both die I hope I cut myself shaving tommorow I hope it bleeds all day long Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises We're pretty sure they're all wrong I hope it stays dark forever I hope the worst isn't over I hope you blink before I do and I hope I never get sober and I hope when you think of me years down the line you can't find one good thing to say and I hope that if I found the strength to walk out You'd stay the hell out of my way I am drowning there is no sign of land you are coming down with me Hand in unloveable hand and I hope you die I hope we both die