Motorpsycho - Through the Veil lyrics

Nothing ever prepared me for this moment nothing has led up to this ordeal the life I knew is gone – twice over broken and my fate it must be sealed. How I wish I'd never seen an ocean how I wish I'd never smelled the sea I've never felt so powerless and broken or less equal or less free. Oh, but give me Nepenthe! Every wave a jolt from mother nature every breeze a challenge and a bait every day a deluge or a scorching and every single night a wait. Something fills the air, it's all around us as striking as a bolt out of the blue the impact's nearly rendered us unconscious laid a mist upon the crew The radiance warms my soul and makes me dizzy a hazy veil now disguises the abyss its golden sheen is pregnant with such promise why it fills my head with blissful numbness Going... Gone. I can never go back, I can never go back there I can never go back, I can never go back oblivion upon your lips – Lethe flows in your kiss I could never go back, I could never go back there... laudanum, make me numb! I could never go back, I could never go back there I could never go back, I could never go back...