I've died one million times now I'm buried in the pavement. Lying face down, everything went black before I even closed my eyes And you will never know what hate is To feel your insides burn away and want to end your life to numb the f**ing pain So let the first snow fall And bury me under 6 feet of regret You've got your trophy now leave me to my hate with no regrets I am the deepest shade of Jaded This is a love song, a threnody for these years of worthless waste And now my hatred's all I f**ing have left I've never had the words to say, but I can quote them all I am human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does So Morrissey please sing me to sleep As I live and breathe you have k**ed me, you have k**ed me I'm not your puppet, so cut the strings and free me from your hands Get f**ing over me My f**ing pain is my paycheck This is where it all begins Two EP's and a full length later and I still can't let go of you Precision with incision is a tedious remark With all the visions of submission of the fibers in your heart Penetration validation for as sick as it may seem Is all a morbid demonstration of what helps me to sleep f** your pretty face I'm not your puppet.