Mothra - Tree Of Consciousness lyrics

Sometimes i would like to be miracle-worker in my dreams with pa**ion i Could create my private world where exists only pain and sin then i will Look down indifferent like a god that's not happiness an invite for Compulsive trip i never liked and excite hunger dirt deliver to everyone Burden of life i wanna become acquainted with god's thoughts and finally To know what it is like to listen your beggings for life and be silent When you die a man is here on it's own creating uncertain world so Forgive me 'cos there's nothing to regret when in my dreams I'm raising Hell shining hate in our minds free will's tight up with evil in hearts We're looking for admire like an actors that's all right but just cut it Out now free to walk on with thoughts to destination that nobody knows It's an abyss of mindless life we are free to choose moment to die it's All because a size that i can't fit every time i wake up makes me sick Feel tree of consciousness grows up every f**ing day