Mortiis - Spirit In A Vacuum lyrics

Mental Maelstrom beckons me, To fall into the core. The Centre of the universe, Mocks me forevermore. Who awoke the engine when i could not its key? Who landed me upon this place, This island in the sea? (There's) four or five thousand clouds, All inside my head. I'm looking for the mind i had, How long has it been dead? Eighteen thousand Million years, with Aeons in between. Cannot save me from my fears, Of things i might have seen. What did you see? Who did you see? Don't want to go back to that place. Don't want to go back to my soul. My spirit in a vacuum. Spirit in a vacuum. My spirit in a vacuum. Mental Maelstrom, that is you. You've k**ed my inner sun. The sacrifices that i made, I want them all undone. You put the engine back to sleep, When I thougth I'd found the key. Now that I am stranded here, You return to Misery. How can I k** the alien mind, That tries to be me' I've seen the vacuums eye, And now i see the thing that I be. Don't want to go back to that place. Don't want to go back to my soul. Spirit in a vacuum. My spirit in a vacuum.