Mortal Sin - Terminal Reward lyrics

Laughing at the numbness, a hundred years of pain Doubting my existence, memories remain Praying for the hour, I will finally die Terminate the power, send me to the sky Blood's evaporating, my heart is pumping air My mind is left debating, torment or despair Explain me this confusion, what's it really worth? Take the last transfusion, return me to my birth Standing at the point where there's to return There ain't no turning back Send me down here where the fire's burn Running with the pack Devilish forces by my side, my future's looking grim Angels calling, d**h defied, sing the battle hymn I ended my life just to ease the pain But now it's hurting more Travelled through life on the astral plane But someone has closed the door Facing judgement's final call Nowhere left to go Left to ponder Satan's fall The seeds are here to grow