Morray - Reflections lyrics

fu*ked up, learned some lessons Had my momma stressing Stuck behind a wall Was a troubled adolescent Couldn't make the right decision Using everybody's method If I used it, I perfect it b*tch I thought, now I'm arrested And the ones that had my back, I gotta start to second guess em ni**as call my b*tch they sis but when I'm gone her name Alexis Press the issue, start compression I'm ready to disrespect em The churchill gon' send the message Big hole inside of ya chest b*tch Saving money for the studio but that left with the haste My daughter bday coming up I didn't have a place to stay Couldn't even throw a party, hell I could barely buy a cake Glad I had the EBT, almost ruined my babies day Been there, did this, did that ni**a, I seen so much pain Calls up momma on that saying, "Sorry, couldn't pay" Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late Facing all these demons it's reflections in my face, yeah Been there, did this, did that ni**a, I seen so much pain Calls up momma on that saying "Sorry, couldn't pay" Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late Facing all these demons it's reflections in my face, yeah Being broke is mindset Grew up on the concept Shelter was my home but it was better than the projects Tried to play sports but I could never be a prospect Had to get my GED because I was convict fu*ked up Had to pick my nuts up A black man with a record, employers would never trust us Couldn't find a job No money to ride the bus, bruh I had no damn direction, my mind was stuck in a fluster Had to move the big bags Mask up for the quick grabs Michael Jordan on the waist, 45 yeah I grip that Didn't know it had kick back Dropped at first, didn't hit jack Glad my ni**as had me or I would been seen pitch black Been there, did this, did that ni**a, I seen so much pain Calls up momma on that saying "Sorry, couldn't pay" Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late Facing all these demons it's reflections in my face, yeah Been there, did this, did that ni**a, I seen so much pain Calls up momma on that saying "Sorry, couldn't pay" Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late Facing all these demons it's reflections in my face