Morgana Lefay - What Am I lyrics

In the darkness I see her shadow As a lonely sad silhouette I'm remorseful but my pride still Is too strong to accept my regrets I sit in silence crouched in a corner I hear the hollow ticking of the clock My mind is chasing thoughts that are fleeing Oh god of mercy! Do I know what I have done I rest my head in hands that tremble I'm repressing thoughts of what I am I am scared of the power of my feelings I can't bear the burden of the deeds I can't trust the nature of my being Cause my hate is fiery and profound Each pa**ing minute feels like an eon Time seems unreal in the presence of d**h I'm spinning deeper into my madness Clinging on to traces of hope I rest my head in hands that are shaking I'm denying the facts of what I am I close my eyes but the scene I'm seeing Keep's repeating again and again I can't leash the fury I'm feeling I cannot break the circle of my rage I can't trust the nature of my being 'Cos my hate is fiery and profound