Letting go of my love with a strangers breath against my skin I left my heart 200 miles away, I never had it back It all fell apart and the blood ran cold through these dead veins Standing by your side without saying a word. I was breathless Nothing left to believe in. Your worn face and hands tell the stories of solitude Endless Friday nights and f**ing fear Finally breaking our silence, only to find out the harsh reality That catches up on me, on these winter nights that came to soon, too f**ing soon! I'm only 19 years old but there's so much pain in here, f** this pain! So look past my skin, look past these scars, look past the glimmer of hope in my eyes If I'm honest to myself it feels like you're only haunting me