So many enjoyments encountered In his life Not many displeasures ever crossed his path And then came a moment When he had to shut the light No pa**ion for living (just)trying to last Try and hide his hands away From others Try and hide his eyes away From your vision too And no longer could he trust himself (he) couldn't trust himself He discovered what to ask about Knew the answers so he didn't ask "I can feel my patience running out Need more patience to relieve my doubts" Recovering in agony (and)trying to forget The audience was waiting for him to touch The ground And every day he kept trying not to remember And so he k**ed all the time he could have wasted He went on Wanted to stop