Monte And The Machine - Girl Gone Astray lyrics

A friend called me just the other day She told me she was expecting I said "What do you mean"? As if I didn't know I couldn't accept the truth That she was no longer free Now I know I'll never see her again Now I know I lost a real good friend Now I know Our love was not meant to be Now I know I'll live in misery What did she do? What did she say to make me feel this way? I don't know I don't know Why I have these feelings I don't know If she could tell I was grieving I don't know Why I have these feelings for a Girl Gone Astray I wanted to ask if we could keep in touch But I didn't know if I'd be asking too much She was going to marry her new boyfriend I found it tough to pretend That I was happy for her