Montaigne - I am Behind You lyrics

I am Behind You [Verse 1] My favorite pastime Is wondering if you're still alive And greeting new people Who come and go in my life While I'm walking around Freaking out about my body I list all of the people I think That I think Still love me [Pre-Chorus 1] If I'm high up above me Then am I really still me I want to be I want to be Be somebody below me Trying to reach up to me I want to be I want to be [Chorus] I am the real me I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I am behind you I just want you to see I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I will come find you [Verse 2] I'm 100% Almost all the time But I am 65 When I think about how You're only 5 I recognise that I'm proud Of some thing I have no right I am not allowed Without demeaning your fight [Pre-Chorus 2] Hey I just want to tell you You're my friend and I love you I'm trying to reach you Before all the ghosts do [Chorus] I am the real me I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I am behind you I just want you to see I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I will come find you [Bridge] Don't run away Don't run away Don't run away Don't run away Don't run away Don't run away Don't run away [Final phase] Minor inconvenience, that's okay I'm well used to slow decay Floss my teeth every night and day Some bacteria you can't allay Some things you can't allay Gonna try to do it anyway I'm not the type to run away [Chorus] I am the real me I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I am behind you I just want you to see I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I am behind you I am the real me I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I am behind you I just want you to see I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I am behind you I am the real me I am behind you I will come find you If you ever lose you I am behind you I just want you to see I am behind you I am behind you If you ever need somebody beside you The Debt [Verse #1] I've always believed in choice Turned 16, it changed my voice Opened up to everyone But myself, I am numb [Verse #2] I'm afraid I will end up With a family I don't love What if I don't know myself Well enough to avoid hell [Pre-Chorus #1] How f**ed up can you get? Hurt everyone who ever put you in their debt [Chorus] And the debt's an apology (apology) An apology to yourself (to yourself) For being so naive as to think That you could never work on yourself (on yourself) You give love You give love (you give love) You give love You give love (you give love) You give love You give love [Verse #3} Do I think I will survive With weightless arms and a Reckless mind? Here's some love, here's some time Here's me jerking off my mind [Pre-Chorus #2] How f**ed up can you get Hurt everyone who ever cleaned you when you bled [Chorus] And the debt's an apology An apology to yourself For being so naive as to think That you could never work on yourself You give love You give love You give love You give love You give love You give love