Monoscream - Self Reflection lyrics

Feel the flowing taint There's no way letting go Control the actions as it spreads This body's saying no Disease is rotting and there's nothing more to do Living this life seems harder than it used to Can't escape all this misery The tragedy That will haunt all dreams Why did it have to be this way Finding the answers in a bottle Trying to live life by the day This disease is taking over Corrupting thoughts of being sober Degradation of my own fate I'm standing still, until it's too late No fear, No more reason to live I've got nothing more to give Why did it have to be this way What chose me for this f**ing burden Fighting to keep my sanity Time to end this whole charade Seeing through the mistakes been made Stop living in sorrow Now is the time to end it all. Let go of devouring poison It only reflects all anger This is a self reflection of hate Reflecting my hate Self reflection