I'm thinking out loud, I'm talking in circles, without taking a pause I am over stimulated and intoxicated by the applause I've been stepping on land mines and running straight into things Now I am broken down, I am broken up, and there's no one to save me. I'm sorting through junk mail, sorting out lies I've come to believe All my fingers are shaking as I rip the nail off with my teeth And I've got good friends around me, so close I would throw a stone Oh, I've trouble relating when I'm self-medicating and alone And I guess I'm taking this slow, I'm on shaky feet on shaky ground And I guess I've got a lot more to know about leaving a battlefields alone. I'm calling on God, I'm calling my doctor and nearly everyone I know They all tell me the same thing, they say it's the only way you're gonna grow Well sometimes I believe it, but still I'm overwhelmed by everything small Oh it's not for lack of blessings, I've got no lack of anything at all I guess I'm taking this slow, I'm on shaky feet on shaky ground And I guess I've got a lot more to know about leaving a battlefields alone. And all of my life I have been having these crazy dreams All of my life I have been living in extremes I am either the smartest or the slowest, the bravest or most weak Oh when in truth I am just somewhere in between And I guess I'm taking this slow, I'm on shaky feet on shaky ground And I guess I've got a lot more to know about leaving a battlefields alone. Hallelujah, halleluhah.... Hallelujah, halleluhah....