Moisture - Conclusion lyrics

When i close my eyes i find myself in a different world lie is the key always for me reveals my satisfactory feelings i push myself into a chaos by thinking i cant go outside it losing is my nature i am living in dreams anger is never missing not finding a conclusion again going to the back i feel everything again cold and tasteless why is my existence? indecision is my mirror everything is same difference is in details a way of living that i can not resist i cant be merciless even there is anger i open my eyes