MoG - Mind Symphony lyrics

[Hook] No lie many nights I cry thinking 'bout why you had to die No I won't let this fly 'til I'm with you sitting in the sky Bro bro I miss, life loss colors without you Bro bro I miss, all my duas about you [Verse 1] For my mother I'mma survive If you ain't spiritual we don't see eye to eye When I watched your body sh** left me cold, then traumatized To see you on a shirt man that really hurt When I see the man I'mma squeeze first Hollows make him bleed first, make his fam pay Visit to the dirt, take him off this f**ing earth When you died I was sitting on the curb Couldn't breath couldn't feel a nerve Seeing [?] swerve hearing birds chirp [?] and you get murked Get wiped off the face of the earth and we skrt skrt n***as is fronting like they from the same avenue When you keep it real brothers get mad at you Shoot don't get at me, I do what I got to do Ya I lost a few so f** the rest f** the costs I spend all my thoughts I'm not in it like Pica**o A whole lot of ops started working with the cops [Break] Staring in the rear view If you know what I mean Life has its own meanings The day he pa**ed away it felt like I'm dreaming The evils be scheming Fiends still feinding sh**s getting ugly Jealous people want to slump me Put me in [?] I'm trying to start [?] We love you and we miss you [Verse 2] Its getting severe, feel my d**h is near Pray to God to get the devil out my ear 2016 got to thank God for another year Fake friends keep switching like some gears Listen clear, the pain is [?] [?] Some nights can't sleep though Some morning can't eat though While the snake n***as try to bite its lethal Its just too deep to explain homie Real ones know cause they've been through pain I'm trying to contain from going insane I'm trying to hold on to my sanity I done used the grind for my vanity I want Ano's lane to live on through humanity I done used the grind for my vanity I want Ano's lane to live on through humanity [Hook](x2) No lie many nights I cry thinking 'bout why you had to die No I won't let this fly 'til I'm with you sitting in the sky Bro bro I miss, life loss colors without you Bro bro I miss, all my duas about you No lie many nights I cry thinking 'bout why you had to die No I won't let this fly 'til I'm with you sitting in the sky Bro bro I miss, life loss colors without you Bro bro I miss, all my duas about you [Outro] The day you died, I didn't even get to say goodbye Sometimes I just sit and wonder why But I guess we all got to die And only Lord knows when its gon' be my time I wish I could be with you right now I wish you was here with me right now I would trade in everything I'd give up everything to have you back here with me right now f** all of this, f** the fame f** the money, f** the b**hes f** everything I'd have everything traded right now to be with you To be still here with you